Befuddled...

I used to think I had this mom thing down pat. I could keep up with my boys, house, friends, playdates, message boards, and any other part of my life... no problem. Um... I don't know *what* happened, but I.am.swamped. I have to admit. I'm busy.

People often say they are busy and in reality... not so busy. I *really* am busy. Now granted I can't really tell you what is taking up all my time, but I think it's this "2 under 2" thing. Phew!

Well thinking about it, maybe I can tell you... Between playing with June during the times he's not content to play alone, to changing 2 diapers, nursing Josh (which isn't a small task, the kid isn't 12 pounds already for nothing!), feeding June, going to play dates, cleaning the house, showering, actually cooking dinner (which used to be obsolete), doing laundry, doing diaper laundry, & food shopping (which I desparatey need to do right now), I have very little time to do anything else.

It does sound like I'm getting a lot done and I guess I do, but it's free-time that's taking the hit. Also, I go 2 awesome books for Christmas. Uh can I read them, no. I've also wanted to bake bread for about 2 weeks. I had time yesterday and we were out of eggs. Sheesh!

But I digress... it's well worth every sacrifice, but for the first time in my entire life, I know what it is like to be busy. I'm busy.

That being said, that is why I haven't maintained as many blog posts as I'd like, but I hope to get into a pattern as time goes on and the boys both hit a schedule. (June has one, it's the youngin' that I need to work on). So check back when you can, and I'll post when I can... until then I'll be here... being busy. ;o)